I forgive you. And I release you.
Everything about our twisted relationship was an act of defiance by me toward God. Our relationship was defined by Sin, and started with a foundation of lust, and sex. It was only after we found out about our Daughter, that we got married… without God, and without Family…..
We failed as parents, me always at work, you always asleep or falling apart. Our daughters are products of our failure.
To my daughters: I forgive you too. even after you saw fit to finish burning down my life, like your mother started, you completed it.
On July 13 2024, The person I was, the person who made “promises” and “vows” to you died. So I release you from any vow or promise you made to me before that, because the person you said those things to, no longer exists.
I pray the Lord Jesus Christ watches over you, and our daughters. I pray that before the trumpets sound, and the sky rips open, you also will repent for the sins you’ve committed. I’m not claiming to be ANY better than you, because I’m not, I just gave up everything I was before, and am no longer living a lie by running from the true calling God put in my soul.
I hope you find happiness, and peace. I hope when the near approaching day when the Lord comes home, or we die, and close our eyes for the last time, either way, I hope in that day, that You’ve repented, and turn your life to Christ. We’re not ever promised “tomorrow”, but I don’t want to face eternity without stating publicly that I forgive you and our daughters for all the hurt, all the damage, all the lies, and honestly, it’s all in the past, and no longer a part of who I will be going forward. May your lives be full of joy, and I hope you have a Merry Christmas.
Goodbye.